code red

is it inertia, temporary paralysis? Complete disappointment in self. such fragility in decision-making, no clarity of thought. What was learnt in all these years? Nothing, zilch, nada. No really, in strict accounting terms, what is to be put on the credit side? always shut-up by louder voices. yeah, getting that last scene of Forest Gump...just start running without having any destination and dont stop. That should be liberating. but dats hypothetical. bhagte-bhagte agar raaste mein social rules aur codes of conduct yaad aa gaye to......nah! this small room is OK...it should get smaller and completely crunch the creature in it.