a lived life cant be erased....
2+2 will always be four. you need to know ur arithmetic right. Luck is a factor alright....but we know in our hearts, when and where we miss our chances, and where we could have taken some chance. we know exactly what's happening and what will happen and , we also come to know abt things that we will not understand. So if we have missed a bus and the distance between us and the missed bus is getting larger, u know that u could have made it earlier, u know u could have tried harder. sometimes, u just see the bus getting further and further away, watch it go by...and u say to urself...' im in no hurry, this birth or next...i'll take my seat.' i dont run after time, i swim in it...to go nowhere....just stay afloat.
posted by Holy Growl at 9:48 AM
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u know what's the most fun thing abt reading different blogs? a different interpretation everone has while one is reading one post. i read this one n i have my own story to tell...
u know so many times it happens that u run after something (girl/dream/job..) and it seems to be so bloody elusive...always slips out of ur hands..! and maybe in ur hearts of heart u too are unsure whethere u really want that thing or not...! and that's why on the facade of it- it might look that u r giving ur blood and sweat- ur heart and sould to achieve that thing...but inside- there is some lack of conviction/drive that keeps u away from it...! it happens with me all the time...every time i go for a job interview...there is something inside me that tells me i shud join a particular company or not...and if the answer is negative...i so wanna float with time...i just wanna lounge on the leather couch of the office reception for the rest of my life..and wish my number never comes...and i m just not nervous...coz i don't wnat that job...and when my name is called out...i lethargically get my ass off the comfy couch..and head for the most boring conversations ever- the interviews- "tell us something abt urself and the blahs"...and maybe at that time i realise...that an opportunity that i waited with a baited breath...is now here..and i am telling myself- maybe if not in this birth...i will get my seat in the next birth...:)
phew!!!!
yeah! may be because most of us are not born to find that perfect thing....this search aint ending in one journey.
people who know their focus, work towards it, feel the bliss on reaching the destination, are perhaps at the end of their spiritual journeys. Others may also set goals and achieve them but they might purely be driven by the primal greed of succeeding in whatever they do, or the primal fear of evading failure at all cost . restless souls have a long road ahead. they say.. i, who was born to die, will live forever.
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