This year comes to an end.

- Over....i feel sorry for the kind of person i was yesterday...brittle, breakable and pressurized. I cant say how i did things, i just did them somehow. could i have done better?? Hmmm....yes, tad better, had i been better prepared. Can i count on it? Well, i can count on my god...and he knows what i want.

- Its cold outside,inside till the bones... hardest part of the year weather wise. i dont know what waits for me....i want to gather all my courage somehow for the lined-up activities. When will i let myself loose in warn moist air?