this is how i justify my blog's name

i see people's skin...their texture....notice it....to know more abt them. some have their outer fabric more in place than others....but thats not where my eyes would want to reach. I think...ok, whats beneath their skin....soul? NO. beneath the dermal tissue is muscle mass....whats beneath the muscle mass?? Soul? NO. Bones. then...is it soul now? No. Bone marrow. it is a liquid, nothing beneath it. thats where the tangible journey ends. so, if i take a bone, place some muscle mass over it and some dermal issue...would it become a living breathing thing...OH MAN! though, i would never ever do that...handle meat....dont call me a lover of lipids, bodily fluids, bones, skin, meat. an egg eaten in a sweet dish, a few sundays back kept me restless for many days to come. So finally u become what ur roots mean u to be. monkey wasnt n isnt a carnivore....i guess, all were meant to be leaf-eaters, but some had to survive in harsh patches of earth so resorted to eating flesh, something that their own bodies were made of....some say they love its taste...flesh's taste??? WOW, interesting....have a terrible urge to give lewd comments...but hey! so coming backkk to my love-interest ...mean i love soul searching...what's its address? its a life force. If Einstein could give a formula for energy, some heck of brains can demystify and decode equation for life force too. something tangible coming out of tangible source but with a motion set in by 'life force'. its like playing marbles, its the intensity of force with which u make one marble hit another...which would decide how far this another marble would go(?), how much shall we live, in our case. Hmmm..perhaps.... but that doesnt quite solve the question, where did the first life force come from....not the outer activity but the deepest emotion and the discerning mind which is even deeper than the deepest of oceans.. help me understand...if ever there's a passer-by....and has some light to throw on geneses of soul...i'd like to know....and PURLEES dont try to evangelize me....i get very bored with religion talks...i dont mean 'dharma' or the 'basic nature' but RELIGION. U and ur god is ur v.private matter, dont drag me into ur spiritual bedroom....i dont operate on just- keeping-the-tradition- alive level.