yet another moral-science reference

We all have our weak points, 'fault-lines' in geographical terms, if i were to give an analogy.But why on earth, do i have to give an analogy? To understand better how i view things...and 'weak point' is a weak word. Coming back to something more important ( at least, for the moment) is how sensitive an individual i am. Do i hear your mind scream that you dont care to know, to that i'd say 'wait a minute, im getting at something that might interest u'. So how sensitive an individual I am, let me accept it...not much. my reference point is not the sensitivity levels of others 'cause we all tick differently. Little babies, old people, handicapped having a deprived life shake me up the most. Will i reach out to them...ah! NO except for helping the babies, i wouldn't reach out. I am skeptical of their condition and scared of their intentions...but I'd like to help if i were in a group. Kind of help that would be reserved to doing their work, or financial help if i had money, but no touch, not cool with it., this condition does not apply to babies. I can pick them and dust them off even if they are covered in muck. OK, now i am done, ready for my introduction. 'Hello! meet me. I think I am a sensitive person, though i have a long checklist and many conditions on the level, to which i can do things for people, which is pretty next to nothing. Thanks i know, u r not pleased to meet me'.

Now, let me get into the brains of people who plant bombs where-ever they can and kids, women, men get blown away. What do u feel when u watch this news on TV ?....my guess is ...' Its a bad thing, and it shouldn't happen....thank god, I'm safe till now and mom-dad or sister or brother or child or wife or husband...we are all alive, oh we'll leave this country, its getting bad to worse ' etc.etc. I, an educated or lets say a literate person, not exposed to domestic violence or anything profoundly as deep-dark, having read chapters on moral science , so on and so forth, struggle hard to keep my desensitized self not take authority on my being. I feel absolutely no shock at the dead-ness of people who must be doing this shameful act....except for laughing ironically at their pathetic mental capacities. They have no point to prove. They are not down-trodden, They are not the only ones to see the hell that we all, people of all communities dont see on a day to day basis. None of us have a hunky-dory life, we all break down in the dark of night and sometimes keep the volumes of our sobs low as we dont like the idea of being labeled as weaklings....we all have scores to settle but not with other people, but with our own destinies and the only way we can do it, is by forgiving it, by letting that impeding negativity go. Its not the business of a financially unsound, morally derelict and insecured person to say things until he is financially sound, politically correct and a more confident individual, because thats when people really listen to you. People listen to you when their listening to you does not matter any more. Success comes when you acquire sufficiency...freedom to tell the truth,freedom to tell how you felt, about your anger, your sorrow and the anger and the sorrow that you feel no more That is when you have realized that you misplaced the blame on fellow-individuals who were battling with huge odds themselves, may be at different level or of different kinds. Dont feel the anger, anger perpetuates doom. Get rich, get unobtrusive and you'll know that after much toil you have become the one you hated and there are people below your mansion who hate you, like you hated them and blamed them for things, you didn't have. You want to tell these people to take a longer but safer route , develop a success acumen and discover liberation we all deserve and have to win on our own.