Rainy stretch of the year!

- Eating is a private exercise. I feet it when i eat in front of strangers. Nobody seems to agree with me....perhaps, because i dont outwardly say it. Read somewhere that French feel that it is an incredebly private thing ...u know, i mean having meals while others are present. I agree. When I agree, I dont mean to assert that I approve of it. When a hero and a heroine in a movie go to a restaurant...why arent they eating anything? even if they are ...they are just slightly nibbling something miniscule as though a fennel seed. They gorgeously sip in drinks but no, they wont eat...roti-sabji-daal-chawal. Then there was an all american 'in ur face' kind of a movie that i saw where a woman ate...as we eat...and the man went in his head 'oh, she eats like a cow.' Hmmm, here's one questionnaire for me...

#do i like men who eat less?? No. No. No. But they shouldnt spill food and food shouldnt fly off from their mouths on people sitting next them. Worst still, is when they make chao-chao sound while eating. The same applies to women. Just digest well the food you eat, rest is all fine.

#A certain somebody who was talking to me ( he thought he was talking to me but as per me, i was only listening): said he got his hands and feet manicured and pedicured ...im not even sure how these words are spelt...(just like im never sure how any word is spelt). Just as he told me a prayer made rounds in my head, it swirled my head big time and it went like ' i want this person gone, may god ring his cell phone, may god put an urgent work in his head that needs to be attended right NOW'. my prayers were answered. I couldnt come to terms with a vision of him getting his nails filed and creams rubbed on his lilly hands and feet. I want people to have clean hands and well-cut nails, thats all. Applies to both men and women. All information of secret beauty therapies must be kept to themselves...i m not in for people who make perfect clientele for consumer capitalism. Who wants to know what i like and what i dont? Well, i want to know wut i like and wut i dont, so that i can clear away the myth i have of me that im over critical.

- July-august ( so far) have been tough on me health wise. i wouldnt want to feel like this again.

- I met a few people in last 25 days. All good in their own ways but im unstirred like always. Not a very good symptom for someone trying hard to socialize.