where's my share?

- I like this part of internet, where you could find a personal space. A social networking site that i joined didnt allow me to close the windows when i wanted to, so o locked the door and left

- im breathing heavily 'cause had an argument over a reality show. how i cant hear anything against people i like...more aptly, people i dont dislike. I also think i dont like certain people for some reason, i cant pin-point....and i also feel i am right in feeling so...and that the universe aligns with my opinions most of the times.:)

- These days im living a life of a dog whose thrown into water against his wish and he has to swim. Life doesnt let you have a free moment. When I look at the stars ...i see they have been there for the last millions of years, ancestors studied constellations etc...and devised factual and isoteric sciences looking at the dark sky and seeing those patterns above. Stars have it so cushy...so stable. After me, many more eyes would see the same pattern and wonder for the zillionth time in the history of history.

- My eyes look tired, they say and i want to tell them that it is so because they have seen so much, they are over-used.

- I am a loose nut bolt. Its futile to imagine that i will receive or give full understanding and acceptance. what is the relevance of association? People lie alone on the bed when they go...near n dear ones can only stand by the bed side....i dont like to get into the mind of people who go....but today i will...no, i wont. i dont enjoy sadness.

- Where's the true happiness? the one that cant be destroyed. A and B create C but dont like it...because C looks nothing like either of them. They have also created D, who they like. B thinks D does look like itself. D likes B for the same reason. A does not dislike C but definitely likes D better because B likes it and A likes B. What should C do...?? it should find O, because it looks like as if O is a combination of 2 Cs, making a full whole. Will O like C, thinking and understanding the pain of C for being able to be just half? or will it slight C because its only a half and cant be complete ever...Lets C.

uff!

- Intimidating undertaking, cant retract and conscious of the problem in surmounting the task. What do i get myself into?

ill

- The first day of illness was just bad temper and remaining high-strung all through.Second day it was inexpressible ache in the complete left. Horrible third and fourth day ...dont remember nthing of those days, complete memory lapse. 5 and 6 th day...body rashes, 7th day....temples throb as i stand having zoom-in and zoom-out effect on things...things largen up and get miniscule as the head throbs.

- boredome, more apt-disenchatment in full swing.