Blind-folded!

* When there's silence, it feels disturbingly empty, when there are sounds around me , they are pounding in my head and sometimes as sharp as ice sleets.

* Life, as it is now, is largely because of the choices I made. Those choices have run their course. They dont exactly have very much to give anymore. If if they do promise me some real soul-enrichment, i lose out on major going-on in this world. I can bring myself to do a trade-off but i fail to see the most decent alternative to shift my energies to. One cant just plunge into nothingness. one could, i wont.

* Things have come to a grinding halt. I will have to make efforts to get things going. How??