Random walk

Whats that machine called in hospitals that shows heartbeats? hmmm....yeah! ECG ..... electrocardiogram. So does peace look like that....that dot travelling straight or a constant and consistent crest and trough........i remember feeling totally peaceful when i was little.....what changed? Then, that place in rampur also kept my heartbeat inside me ...blissful....turning into ash and becoming soil, is that peace? God lived in mountains? or near oceans? or where i live... hot arid climate where hot winds always keep eyes semi-closed.....how does that matter where god lived? Obviously, he lives in me..in the chair i am sitting on...this computer...this wall...everything....but where's peace? somebody define it in a way i want to know it..... Big changes in the pipeline...compltely unprepared.....i need equilibrium. need to float in warm water and not swept off by a high tide. They will wait until im prepared. Thats it...! Dont drink ever but act as if u r saturated, completely sozzled.....fun..real fun it is. :)