Giving in to the irony!

Now, i am sure at some level i have lost all rights to say or respond to anything including the right to explain why i think this way. I seem to send an image of being stoned, at my level i do things because clearly when things are getting done and nobody else is there to do them...there must be a doer such as me....wonder why certain things that should have been out there in ur face kinds didnt happen...that could have made the statement loud and clear ...that ok something is actually being done...just because personally don't like talking abt things for which efforts were made but they didnt exactly turn out the way as planned....they think nothing was done....im not justifying, they are right in thinking what they think, and i am right in thinking what i think. If i stay awake i would be hard pressed to react to the world's terseness, so i am snoring my life away!