hmmm

December 22, 06
rhichu's bedroom
1:30 am...

feeling the year slipping by...
listening to a hindi song...

suna hai mohabbat ki taqdeer mein, likhein hain andhere ghane
..tabhi aaj shayad sitare sabhi zara se hi roshan hue
mere haath ki in lakiron mein likhe abhi aur kitne sitam
khafa ho gai hain khushi, waqt se ho rahe hain meherban gham

im speaking a lot these days abt things people are doing wrong, it doesnt feel good because i dont feel victimised at all and im doing it for the heck of it. baby u gotta zip up ur mouth, this way u'll hide ur thoughts and pale teeth.

oh yeah! in hindsight...i dont feel victimised atall...by anybody but my own self...the tug of war in my own head. Absolute immaturity to be thus far wasting my time in judging people...and myself! what was it ? a role play of some crusader of truth... oh wow...what a hazard of inadequate, flawed education; systematically dehazed individuality.