green, blue, yellow

I believe in peaceful co-existence, but cant live it through....I am however capable of selfless coexistence and have lived this way...but i dont recommend this style of living.
each life has a colour, depending on the colour of the layer beneath the current. So as i walk feeling yellow and sunny, my aura is muddy, my eyes look tired of having looked at way too many things in past, i don't exude the sunny hue....my personal slice, over which i walk..had been bright yellow, orange, pink, green for a long time...then came thick splashes of black. couldnt paint any other colour on it for a long time, cause other colours just didn't show....stuck in the time-warp....NO, if yes, not voluntarily.