This year comes to an end.

- Over....i feel sorry for the kind of person i was yesterday...brittle, breakable and pressurized. I cant say how i did things, i just did them somehow. could i have done better?? Hmmm....yes, tad better, had i been better prepared. Can i count on it? Well, i can count on my god...and he knows what i want.

- Its cold outside,inside till the bones... hardest part of the year weather wise. i dont know what waits for me....i want to gather all my courage somehow for the lined-up activities. When will i let myself loose in warn moist air?

Caught!

Crucial few days ahead. I should have worked harder but circumstances would have it otherwise....but m hoping against hope. hmmm...

Dark and cold!

The same dry parched winter...its like dry ice. 15th day of december....so many more days to go. cold shrivells a person. I am that person. i need warmer weather. tad warmer. hard this way!

matter of 90 minutes and just a few jumbled up wordss.

- dont make me waste my time.

- A blurred signal

- caught in the moment.

- misty, clouded foggy mind

- neptune god.

- swimming fast.

- wishful fall.

- hmmm...moment gone