code red

is it inertia, temporary paralysis? Complete disappointment in self. such fragility in decision-making, no clarity of thought. What was learnt in all these years? Nothing, zilch, nada. No really, in strict accounting terms, what is to be put on the credit side? always shut-up by louder voices. yeah, getting that last scene of Forest Gump...just start running without having any destination and dont stop. That should be liberating. but dats hypothetical. bhagte-bhagte agar raaste mein social rules aur codes of conduct yaad aa gaye to......nah! this small room is OK...it should get smaller and completely crunch the creature in it.

apollo

So old yet nothing icy abt the person. I remember the expressions, im rewinding and replaying the words n expressions over n over again in my mind. warm n fatherly n appreciative. sad n happy dat i wont get to meet the happy entity again. dats why it so sort of precious.

meri aankhon ko yeh kaisa manzar mila, tere har naksh mein bas khuda hi khuda.

gist of 2 sunny days @ all-futile.com

so here i met a set of people...an ideal hammer in the head...so savvy with today's world...sad that they seemed to be spending a lot of themselves in slotting others in 'not so cool' category. It was sad primarily because they seemed, two in particular out of three, really bright, infact brilliant at their craft...but they started out with conclusions. If i wear their shoes for a while, i will indeed come across as stubborn in my views, may be concepts need a little dusting off...but what else could be offered to be them? not everyone is as polished, u need to work at them. yeah? for me...im glad i got to meet them because A) one of them was genuinely a comforting soul, brilliant and popular B) other one was just very 'ah-i-ve-read- so-many-books- and-i am- so-informed- hence- im-one-hell-of-a-superior-guys'...and exactly this attitude of starting out with notion of 'whoever-u-r-iam-better' made his brilliance go slightly lack-lustre. I mean, Why cant it be win-win situation for everyone in the game?...why cant it be 'im ok, u ok' situation? C) third, she appeared pretty-and-with-good-jargons-and-short-skirted woman, i wasnt impressed, im sure there must be people who would like her loads. I liked her, but as i said, not impressed.

heard it..n.it stuck

Wo kehte hain na ki....jo hota hai acche ke liye hota hai

...ghalat kehte hain!

whats so holy about my growl?

Gujarat...what a pit-hole our desi manchester,n the complete saurashtra has become!! and they have made a terrorist, an anarchist as their captain. If milosovic and saddam could be given a left, right n centre...lets give this guy his due...not in the same third rate way though....after all its the land of mahatma....how abt some durable ostracization for him ?