oops! thats patchy...

there's a house ....our house...we pay the guards to keep its doors bolted all-the-time..but when we are gone...assassins come and kill our people. Lets place the blame now....alright those killers without a doubt. then what about those guards we paid and trusted...and they still left the door ajar. that's our indian government for u. and not even once did they sorry for leaving the frontiers porous. those gobbledygooks kept talking inapt macho stuff against pakistan. pakistan has always been like is...barring some people there, though i dont know them...but all places have good and bad people...so there must be good people there too. And whoa! havent they managed to shift the anger, they should have faced the music and taken accountability for their laxity...anuways who's listening? no one. but im talking and thats what matters.

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there's no concept of time...time does not exist....we have invented this notion...because there's a beginning and an end....and we have got to break the existence into systematic slots ..of equidistant points.

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X= Hi, Y= Hmmm. X= So?? Y = yeah?? X= I was waiting to meet you. Y= Oh! :) X= Werent you? Y= wasnt i waiting to meet you? X= yeah. Y= i thought it would be good to meet you. X= you mean, you werent eager? Y=....( no) X= i dont understand. Y=hmm?( neither do i) X= ... Y= .....X= Have you met someone? Y = .....( yes, i have met myself but no one would understand what i mean by that) uh! so tell me hows ur job going? X= blah, blah, blah, blah. Y= .....(earth's getting hotter, its pretty warm for a february day, need a good scarf. This one wont change,still keeps hair so oiled all the time, reaching shirt's top buttons so many times while talking...they say its sign of self-consciousness! ...oh ok! let me hear a little whats being talked about!) wow! sounds like a great profile, im really happy for u.

such tales played ad nauseum

Bored of reading abt hindu-muslim saga?...i wont blame u...but may be for the first time it crossed my mind in such a way. It's mahashivratri....and there was no power since morning and i just let it be, thinking it must be for the whole locality but no, i was the god's chosen one for this experience. In late evening i discovered...that nothing at all was wrong with anyone else's house, there was no power only at our place...electrician was called ...he gave-up, electricity board was called...and each time they gave me a new number to dial...at around 7:30, i broke down...then called on yet another number... some mr. khan picked up the phone. He gave no assurance unlike previous calls but turned up in just10 minutes at our place..and yuhu! with his magical touch to the electric board, he made our house well-lit again. I forced him to have some money...which he initially refused but at that time my heart was full, i just cant explain, any number of 'thank-u-s'would have fallen short of expressing my gratitude . such a nice, nice man, god promise me...u'll help him big time, give him a great life ahead. He belonged to a rare species of helpful people.

slumdogs galore....

Saw in the news the Indian slum kids at oscars. Unwashed, unkempt hair, very shabby dress on, it seemed that they hadn't even washed their faces. Make a movie on our slums, become rich and famous- no problem...but why was the little girl not even made presentable? she was standing petrified, alienated and alone. They could have at least cleaned those kids and given them decent clothes to wear, need not be studded with diamonds and platinum...that pinto female and that patel guy and whoever, all dressed to kill...could no body spare 10 minutes on these kids. with their parents not there at the function, somebody should have seen that they were looked after...oh! par jab tak bhookhe-mangte nahi lagenge to dekhne walo ko maza kaise aayega. yeah....cashing in on pathos..are they not? hmmm... it all figures man!

disjointed thoughts.....

Mum made great food on valentine's. She always does that ...makes yum food on festivals of all religions. She's been doing this ever since we were little. She always says, that we should all search for excuses to be happy. Her visions are as warm as her personality.
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yesterday i was thinking about joint families and nuclear families. we cant exactly deride advantages and disadvantages of either. I could strangely but easily compare them with cosmos. All cosmic materials got closer and closer, got denser and denser than whoa! there was a big bang. Thats joint family for u. In joint families space between people get lesser with time, and there's more pressure and temperature than a particular pattern could endure...so things just blast away. While the opposite phenomena of 'the big chill' when things go so far away...and get colder and lonelier and use up all the heat it had to keep going and dies a quite and cold death...thats nuclear family. whats better? quite and cold seems like a grave to me...may be a joint family is my pick...may be!